Saturday, February 2, 2008

dearest.. you.

3 cheers for you eh.
again and again and again.
the only thing i thought when i asked you to go was just to accompany me.
we're good friends, it's okay isnt it?
maybe you dint know.
it was the one of the few times i could actually go out. and i asked you.
the second person i asked. was you.
how happy i was when i thought you could go.
then you said it was a nono. fine i understand.
i pleaded you to go.
well maybe you dint know. now you do. i PLEADED you.
no reply whatsoever. if a no came back to me then it'd be okay.
who do you take me for.
guess im just another person huh.
sorry i thought differently about you.
dont worry. i wont ask you anymore.
i hate people who dont reply.
and in the morning. i asked you again.
i cant believe i thought you'd change your mind.
how stupid i was huh.
and again, no reply.
thanks for making it this way. this is how we bid goodbye dear you.
how much my heart wants you. my brain says no.
no more now.
i thought maybe you'd still be something for me to remember.
when i go. who knows if i dont come back anymore.
anything can happen. maybe i dont mean as much to you as you do to me.
even from what i say.
i wanted to make today a day for you to remember me by.
thanks alot.
i wanted to write to you something you can keep as a memory.
but forget it.
not after i waited for how long for a reply.
not after i wanted for you at the stadium that day.
you could have told me you werent coming.
but i guess it's just me.
im sorry to have met you.
im sorry to have given myself false hopes.
goodbye to you.
have a wonderful life ahead okay (: without me.
you have the looks and the everything.
im sure you'll be alright.


dinie- 5:31 AM