im on the verge of a breakdown.
im fucking scared right now.
okay i've been thinking for the best of a few hours.
im really really scared.
traumatized.
i may not show it.
cos i wanna forget it.
oh how fucked i am.
im scared.
im really really scared.
im not being emo about life.
no not girls either.

the time when you're shaped into a man.
i'll never be me again.
i hope it's not true.
Dear God, please dont let it be true.