im so so shagged from soccer
so you know shagged means emo.
i feel a little under the weather today.
i feel cold all over. gosh.

so i was listening to the song the kill by 30 seconds from mars.
i started to reminisce about that point of time.
it was really saddening. really really.
cos of the words. here's the chorus, followed by the bridge.
i'll add the song into my playlist at the side so you guys can hear it (:

CHORUS:
Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All i wanted was you

BRIDGE:
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who i really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who i really am

the screaming and the passion really adds up everything.
i wonder if she remembers.
we may not be the best of friends, just that maybe i feel that i dont belong in her life.
but the heart is still there.
the feelings wont cease at all it seems.
it's just been a bad bad day really.

till next time people.