i seem to have a trend.
when im alone and bored and restless, little things bug me off.
and then i rant my head off in my blog.
well here goes.

for so long i tolerate people who dont reply me.
be it sms or msn or whatever it is.
it makes me think that i've done something wrong.

im not targeting anyone. its just me in general. it just pisses me off.
i'll probably forget it a few days later lah.

ok when i sms someone, usually i expect an sms in return.
ESPECIALLY when i ask a fucking question. im sorry if you have to waste an sms with a yes or no.
"hey are you coming?"
that's a question. if you dont answer, HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?
do you think im a freaking psychic or something?
sometimes i ask to see whether something will affect me too.
so if you dont answer, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?
and i've heard people complaining to me.
that one sms, even if your bill's bombed, shouldn't hurt.
if you already spent more that $30, what would one sms do? MAKE IT $100?
SERIOUSLY.

i dont know if people care.
hell TRY to expect something and you dont get it.
not even an explanation a few days later or something?
my bill bomb, one word sms for wad, this that.. AH FUCK IT LAH WITH THE EXCUSES.
cant you just say it to my face that it's a waste of time replying me?
so i wont fucking bother you anymore. understand?
maybe you dont take me as a friend as much as i do. so at least LET ME KNOW.
so i can GET THE LIVING HELL OUT OF YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

alright i feel much better now.
the 'you' is not to a certain someone. its for people.
i dont target people. unless i want to. right now im just voicing out my frustrations.
im sorry if you have me as a friend.
im sorry you got to know me.
im sorry if i ever bothered you.
im sorry if i ever think you were a friend.

so as you can see im rather pissed today. yes with things going at home and stuffs.
nagging bitching stoning sleeping and doing nothing gets to your head.
sorry bout that rather vulgar post.
have a nice day (: