so its really really boring at home.
fasting. and doing nothing. makes you tired.
when you do things, it makes you EVEN more tired.
rationale? quite.

so there's a thing with parents. mums especially.
ok MY mum.

what's with mums and clean bedrooms?
i mean i get nagged at for having like a pile of books that i ALREADY cleaned up and a big plastic bag of rubbish.
well im just plain lazy to carry it downstairs.
and it ISNT that messy right?
WHAT'S THERE TO CLEAN?
well there's a lot to clean according to my mum.
but. there's really nothing to me =X

and 'clean the house'
aiyarh what sia. clean clean clean.
2 weeks later still dirty. HAHA. i mean yeah. clean clean clean.
im getting sick of it.

i cant stop my mum from telling me to clean my room.
well i cant start cleaning my room in the first place. lols.
so here goes. i mean what's so wrong about a semi-clean room.
it's still a room. you can see my table and my chair and my bed with my clothes all over.
still clean whattt.
right right?
my sister says. its not natural to see your room so clean.
after 19 donkey years you've been in a semi-clean room.
NATURAL HABITAT. SEE. ITS NATURAL.
SO DONT GET ANGRY
when your siblings dont clean their room. ITS COMFY. ((:

all right things to do for the next few days/weeks/months. cant be bothered.

-CLEAN THE HOUSE/ROOM/EVERYTHING UNDER THE ROOF.
-results on wednesday. i am fucked upside down please.
-stone at the comp playing games and doing absolutely nothing.
-clean my room
-clean the house
-and the room
-and the house
-start updating the swim team blog.
and last but not least being ME.

and the tagboard was deleted. i cant find my account.
so i'll just make a new one. ITS FREE. hoho.

so till next time i feel like blogging! cheerios!



i seem to have a trend.
when im alone and bored and restless, little things bug me off.
and then i rant my head off in my blog.
well here goes.

for so long i tolerate people who dont reply me.
be it sms or msn or whatever it is.
it makes me think that i've done something wrong.

im not targeting anyone. its just me in general. it just pisses me off.
i'll probably forget it a few days later lah.

ok when i sms someone, usually i expect an sms in return.
ESPECIALLY when i ask a fucking question. im sorry if you have to waste an sms with a yes or no.
"hey are you coming?"
that's a question. if you dont answer, HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?
do you think im a freaking psychic or something?
sometimes i ask to see whether something will affect me too.
so if you dont answer, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?
and i've heard people complaining to me.
that one sms, even if your bill's bombed, shouldn't hurt.
if you already spent more that $30, what would one sms do? MAKE IT $100?
SERIOUSLY.

i dont know if people care.
hell TRY to expect something and you dont get it.
not even an explanation a few days later or something?
my bill bomb, one word sms for wad, this that.. AH FUCK IT LAH WITH THE EXCUSES.
cant you just say it to my face that it's a waste of time replying me?
so i wont fucking bother you anymore. understand?
maybe you dont take me as a friend as much as i do. so at least LET ME KNOW.
so i can GET THE LIVING HELL OUT OF YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

alright i feel much better now.
the 'you' is not to a certain someone. its for people.
i dont target people. unless i want to. right now im just voicing out my frustrations.
im sorry if you have me as a friend.
im sorry you got to know me.
im sorry if i ever bothered you.
im sorry if i ever think you were a friend.

so as you can see im rather pissed today. yes with things going at home and stuffs.
nagging bitching stoning sleeping and doing nothing gets to your head.
sorry bout that rather vulgar post.
have a nice day (: