its been raining for the past few days.
it's nice to have cool weather in singapore for a change eh?
school's pretty much the same too.
im supposed to be in the train to school now.
but im going late. skip presentation. well. -shrugs.
just a few more weeks and we're DONE with exams and all that.
project and work, not really something to look forward to. but what the hell.

so i've thought about it
MUST BE BRAVE LAH DEAR BOY.
yesyes. before she becomes unavailable. lols.
die die. how how? what to do seh? WHAT TO DO?
been a few fun days in school. lols. the north canteen visits.
ogle ogle ogle and more ogle on the agenda.
ogle for friend wad. HEH.

so today's time trials for swimming team. aiyarh sure die lah.
my tummy pulling me down more every day. LOLs.
the water will be so cold. so cold. im so looking forward to that man.
to shiver shiver. and to sprint our asses off. GODLIKE PLEASE.

and so i say to you. maybe you dont know this. there are still tiny flutterings here and there. i still will turn soft despite being mean. maybe you dont care. all those days i was there with you. they still are in my head. the days i lent you morale support. i was hoping it would continue despite everything. fuck it all. you dont know how it feels. it would work if we just sat down and talked it all out. but would you do it? i doubt you would. you only mature in spurts. you never showed me that you'd change for the better. the words you said, where did it go?

so now i have to get ready for SCHOOL.
pack pack pack. file needs to be ready. swim stuffs. condoms. OOOOPS.
so problem of the day. WHAT SHOULD I WEAR? IF I SEE HER? HOWHOW???

and i learnt a new equation reports = IMBA
good game.