i have a stinging headache and im so restless and grumpy.
the headache must be the rocket of a ball crashing against my skull in the morning.
feels like im having a hangover.
the grumpy part, dunno. just felt grumpy and snappy.
maybe im just feeling tired. with my report still due on monday.
i hate it. the more i wanna finish, the more i cant seem to write anything.

went to watch simpsons few hours back.
was a funny show. went with the swimming people.
i felt really old.
anyways happy birthday jinhui (:
after simpsons i dozed off in the bus and went straight home.
spiderpig. lols. funny piece of shit that is.

tomorrow im going to watch another movie. pffft.
and im supposed to study. well study tonight. in the car sleep. done deal.
that's it. school's killing me.





so far away i've gone. please, dont follow me tonight. and when im gone, everything will be alright.



its been raining for the past few days.
it's nice to have cool weather in singapore for a change eh?
school's pretty much the same too.
im supposed to be in the train to school now.
but im going late. skip presentation. well. -shrugs.
just a few more weeks and we're DONE with exams and all that.
project and work, not really something to look forward to. but what the hell.

so i've thought about it
MUST BE BRAVE LAH DEAR BOY.
yesyes. before she becomes unavailable. lols.
die die. how how? what to do seh? WHAT TO DO?
been a few fun days in school. lols. the north canteen visits.
ogle ogle ogle and more ogle on the agenda.
ogle for friend wad. HEH.

so today's time trials for swimming team. aiyarh sure die lah.
my tummy pulling me down more every day. LOLs.
the water will be so cold. so cold. im so looking forward to that man.
to shiver shiver. and to sprint our asses off. GODLIKE PLEASE.

and so i say to you. maybe you dont know this. there are still tiny flutterings here and there. i still will turn soft despite being mean. maybe you dont care. all those days i was there with you. they still are in my head. the days i lent you morale support. i was hoping it would continue despite everything. fuck it all. you dont know how it feels. it would work if we just sat down and talked it all out. but would you do it? i doubt you would. you only mature in spurts. you never showed me that you'd change for the better. the words you said, where did it go?

so now i have to get ready for SCHOOL.
pack pack pack. file needs to be ready. swim stuffs. condoms. OOOOPS.
so problem of the day. WHAT SHOULD I WEAR? IF I SEE HER? HOWHOW???

and i learnt a new equation reports = IMBA
good game.



so it's official. IM NINETEEN. 19. i feel so old.
but thanks for all the wishes guys(:
and i got a new phone(:
thanks mum and auntie and grandmother. ROCKS MY BALLS.
E65. i dont care. it's a nice phone!

so a shoutout to:

Khoonnie
Pearlyne
Wanzhen
Khalis
Danny
Mark
Elizabeth
Lim Min
Cher
Melissa
Aini
Azila
Nurul
Didie
Oly
Ideen
Xiao Ying
Irene
Qim
Sofi
Deedee
Linlin
Jasmine
Jian Rong
Shirui
Jin Hui
Melody
Diana
Francis
Benjamin
Yang Fong
Xinyie
Jessica
Michelle
Jocelyn
Minah!

this are the people i can remember wishing me and yeah THANKS.
i'll fill up if more comes in.
SO ITS REPORT TIME. DEN I WANNA GO OUT AND PLAY.
ANYONE WANNA COME???????

and last but not least.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

in the end. it hasnt been a good day at all. the reports im finally done with. thank god. but no celebration. and coupled by diarrheoa. it just couldnt get any worst can it?

but to all you guys. no matter how late. your wishes are deeply appreciated. thanks (:



Heyhey! just a few more hours to the best day of the year!
hahaha well im really swamped with reports. 6 in all by next monday.
best day of the year spent doing reports. well.
its always like that. hahahha.
i already had 2 mistaken wishes today. hahahah.
anyways happy birthday ben. mine's tmrw. rachel's the day after.

so instead of going for polo game at SAJC, i had to go religious class.
mummy thinks im not religious enough.
and birthday lunch today cancelled =(
but anyhoo. its a blessing since i aint finished my reports yet.
i wanna go out. i wanna go celebrate with my favourite people.
i wanna walk around and chit chat with my favourite people.
reports. those DAMNED-ED reports.

in this very moment, i have a major stomachache.
i wanna shit. really.
but im holding it in. LOL.
all for the blogging i guess?
PEARLYNE CAN I GET A NICE EXPENSIVE PRESENT? WE'LL WALK THROUGH THE RAIN AT TOWN OKAY. AND GET A NICE SHINY SHINY RED BAG. THEN THEN WE'LL GO TO FISH 'N' CO AND SHIVER OUR ASSES OFF WHILE YOU STAND ON THE HIGH STOOL AND SING.
i want an ipod video. its so shiny and so nice.
or a psp, which would be a little cheaper.
everybody has a psp. I WANT ONE TOOOOOO.
i want a new phone. i want N95. i want that samsung ultra. so touchscreen-y.
anyways. that's all.
im gonna go back to my reports. YES. those DAMNED-ED reports. roars.



and on this coming special day. i wanted someone special to spend it with. if only things dint happen. if only things dint turn out this way. i was hoping it'll be you who'll be that special someone. the feelings are no longer there. but the memories stay. if only you dint make me feel so sour. if only.



im in class now. it's like a CLASS. which class isnt boring?
my body's still tired from yesterday. I DONT KNOW WHY ALSO.
maybe doing nothing makes you tired. actually it does ah.
damn difficult to wake up in the morning.
and i slept at 1130! gosh damn early lah.

you know, it's been bugging me seriously.
do you know if the train's already so FULL, and people still keep squeezing inside.
you know HOW IRRITATING that is. especially when people squeeze inside.
AND YOU FUCKING KNOW ITS SO FULL. and they look so pissed after that.
and they were the ones who made it so uncomfortable for the rest inside the cabin.
it's already so squeezy inside, they just push you in more and more.
especially those aunties. fucking kiasu wan. push push push.
and it's so difficult for the others to go out.
the others have to go out also. and they dont wanna budge. damn stupid lah.
and if you actually stand beside a guy who's so tall that his armpit is at your nose.
wah good game lah.

i really dont mind rush hour. the eyes work overtime. but please. be considerate lah.

i suddenly found out that i have 3 pending reports to be passed up. GOSH.
Biomedical Project 3 - Fortnight
Technopreneurship - Fortnight
Device Validation - Next Week.
DIE DIE DIE.
how to do Gantt chart?
how how how how how how how how how how how how
exam timetable out. 20 22 24 August. WHOA.
1 more month to cram everything in and study and understand.
can. one more month of studying. WHEEEE.

time to slack right now. and play crazy taxi.
byebye.



good morning!
it's a sunday morning. and as usual a boring one.
well since im always too tired to wake up to go morning training.
always have and always will be though.
so im stoning on the computer. really nothing to do lah.
i DID try to study. well i ended up playing with my phone. and listening to more music than i actually read my notes.
all's well that ends well. =D

so the agenda today is, women's team in the evening.
after a week off from polo training, im raring to go. well....
not really. the cramps are still hurting from thursday's training.
HOW LEH? I DONT WANT TO PLAY. LOOK AT GIRLS CAN CAN?
but then.. there are some pretty menacing girls in the team.
gosh =/
tomorrow's a school day. morning 10am class and sit beside EYECANDY 1.
omgoshh she's so hot lah. damn pretty. and WOOOOO. we're just separated by a glass door.
and it's NOT locked. will i ask. will i. will i? i think i wont.
that's why i come to class in the morning. to look at her. oh so hotttt.

anyway teevee show is ON right now. and i have to let irritating idiot play computer.
later tell mummy i never study. BYEBYE



i had the urge to suddenly blog.
or create a new one in fact. and i think its kinda nice.
plain is the thing eh? less html to do. and faster to create.
i've been a lazy person all my life. lol.

so on wed i went down for the final day of school nats. it was memorable.
saw the people i havent seen for so long.
pity my phone got STOLEN or i would have snapped photos. rahh.
as always the memory stays with you. the people i miss. the drama. the tension of comepetion. i miss those days.
when it was just you and yourself. when it comes to relays, the teamwork. the plunge. the sprint. the breathlessness.
with people screaming and shouting, cheering you on. a sight to behold.
when you get lost in the memory of being young.
secondary school and junior colleges. it's way way different from being in poly.
people are all grown up. you mix with people 3-4 years older than you. its different.
i miss those days.

well before school nats was tuesday. i lost my phone on the bus.
while sleeping. omygoodness. that was a total pain in the ass.
really. pain. lets not talk about it eh. haha.

semester's gonna end in a month. no more books. no more tests.
poly life's coming to an end. how time flies. the 3 years are almost up.
the new friends are now getting old. time where we miss the people we have known for 3 years. life still goes on.
exams are coming up real soon. final projects are suddenly appearing out of nowhere.
suddenly you're busy. but still finding time to blog. lol.
another month. final year project for 3 months. then attachment for a further 3.
and im out. waiting for NS. where a new set of guy friends appear.

8 more days. 8 more days and counting to the best day of the year lah.
WAHAHAHA. i want this. i want that. i want everything nice.
but it falls on a sunday. i wont go for training. NO WAY =D